Trust

Suddenly I find myself in this scorching summer heat
In the middle of a desert.. the earth refusing to be kind
The sun glaring at me with cruel eyes
Devoid of all softness, your comforting presence
Everything that I felt homely... is gone now

Worshipping idols, having faith in their stone cold hearts
I fell astray from the reality...
The reality of God
The reality of the kind angels
The motherhood of nature
And the comfort of family....

You made me deny all for you
And then... you denied me....

I'm astray... searching for life once again
A long, lonely road ahead of me....
O mama, come hold me... I miss you
Papa, scold me for who I have been
Come back and love me....
I feel so indignified.... all the ugliness inside me
Make me cry and let me wash them away
I want to be the baby girl in your arms mama
The little girl you loved so much....
I want to be your pride papa
The little girl who spread wonders when she smiled...

A long way to go... this is just the beginning
But in this life.. I learn
We cannot always have what we yearn

No matter how much we love it so...
Trust can be the hardest thing you'll ever do.