Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Lost Connections


Posting this one again. Those of you who commented before, please comment again. I seem to badly need those words again somehow!
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1.30 am.

Her pillow was wet now. Just a while back she was laughing with pure joy. "Life's Beautiful!!!"... that's what her MSN status said. Now the girl's spirits were crushed again. The part that hurt her was, it was over something so small. Too small for her to even realise it could be a reason for all his wrath on her yet again.


I wish... I could tell Adi what he said... she thought between her sobs. Reached for her phone, but gave up the idea. It's no use... What will Adi possibly do? Even if he wanted to?


She wished things could change back still when it was Adi ADI ADI she'd go running to when the slightest thing went wrong... She almost felt like a baby telling him about it as if he'd make everything alright again. Well that was the magic of that friendship.


Some of that magic had departed now. Period.


Oh please... please God... for once... Tell him to come to me... Bring him to me... I know things have changed... Things... the wonderful things... they're so gone... Adi... can you really hear me? I so wish you'd know I'm hurt... and no matter how bad I want, I can't come to you now... Can you hear me buddy?


Silence.


She must be mad. How can he possibly hear her? He's thousands of miles away...


Buzz buzz buzz! It was the message beep.


"Sorry I couldn't text or call you. I'm sorry for that. Trust me I'm not in heavens here either. I'll try and get a hold of you tomorrow. Be happy and take care! Love, Adi."


Speechless... She smiled.







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picture courtesy: deviantART


44 comments:

  1. Cute! What each of us wouldn't give to have that..

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  2. and speechless i crave wish and a prayer escapes my heart!

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  3. You know what to do dear :)

    please take care :)

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  4. Mehreen I cant tell you, whatta a cord that blue screen struck with me.

    I used to have Nokia 2300 and there were times when all I used to like to do with it was see that same "1 message recieved" flash on the screen every now n then. I no longer have that phone, yet I do get messages now, but I dont wait for them anymore cz the that one sender whose messages I used to await is gone for life.

    This post gives a feeling of deja vu. But what makes the it beautiful for me is that Adi got back.

    Loved it.
    Thanx for bringing back beautiful memories.

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  5. Mehreen,

    Makes you believe in God. If you pray with pure heart and sincerity God will always be there for you.

    Take care

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  6. I've read this before and this is so beautifully written. conveying emotions is a gift and you have it!
    Btw Meher, if it is old memories troubling you, we've been there too !
    I quote (again!!) from Lee Ann Womack

    Don't let some hell bent heart leave u bitter
    If you come close to selling out, reconsider
    Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
    that when u get a choice to sit it out or dance
    I hope u dance!

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  7. that was so sweet..
    Ive been longing to read a happy ending story..
    the description of her sorrow was awesome.
    keep up the good work

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  8. i am in love with the song GOOD BYE ... it keeps on making me sad =( !!

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  9. I guess I had read this before :O

    Or may be a similar thing before ....

    Anyways Loved it then ..love it now :)

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  10. Nice one, pretty girl. How are you?

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  11. whose ur adi??? m sure smthn must have prompted u to write this again :)

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  12. aha! see what matters that the message beeped your desire...

    :)...lovely post Meh, but it seems like you have been a bit low of late. let's see that peppy dazzle of your smile, shall we?

    *hugs & lots of love*

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  13. tht was such a nice write up :) hw r u doin?

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  14. WarmSunshine, beautiful and cute at the same time. I really love your stories....Anna :)

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  15. Such a feel good story:-))!!!!!!

    Something to cheer u up...

    ...a tag;-D

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  16. beautiful one.. happy to see you happy...

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  17. awww meher...that was oh so sweet.....and it def struck a chord with me...we all have waited for that one message and right now thousands of miles away from everyone i luv and know..a very unexpected message here and there cheers me up so much..

    so kudos to u yaar

    swell post

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  18. @ Seher

    *hugs*
    and i hope He listens!

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  19. @ Arslan

    :)
    thanks for reading!

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  20. @ Ki

    No sweety the comment was not boring, rather felt kinda nice someone could realate to it like i felt it once.

    missing them and not having them around... ah... i wish they'd turn and look back!

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  21. @ Arv

    Yes... the benches :)

    *smiles*

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  22. @ Nice Guy

    Amen to that.... that really makes me smile... for reasos that i cannot disclose here :)

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  23. @ Cindy

    *hugs*

    guess we all have a frnd with whom we're connected at more than just a routine level. There are ppl to whom you are connected even if you're worlds apart. It's a strangly ecstatic feeling.

    Thanks for sharing Cindy!

    *smiles*

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  24. @ Pisku

    That was really really sweet Pisku... :)

    Thank you for the beautiful words!

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  25. @ Amal

    Thank you Amal and welcome to my online home :)

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  26. @ Anurag


    Yes you have read it before. It's exactly the same.

    Thanks :)

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  27. @ ub

    :)
    im in love with it too

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  28. @ Agnes

    I'm doing well. How have you been?? Still on the trip right?? :)

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  29. @ cavaliere84

    Me too :)

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  30. @ Mayz

    Adi has been the closest frnd I have had in my life Mayz... He's a gem of a person I could love all my life.

    But we just fell apart. I've been missing him terrible to say the least.... hence the post! :(

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  31. @ Nachi

    Here you go buddy:
    "cheeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzz"

    Hey... where have you run off to?? Am i that scary?? :P

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  32. @ Ria

    I'm doing well sweety. How are you? :)

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  33. @ Reflections

    Ooo goodie!! Thanks :) I'll take it up very soon :)

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  34. @ Anna

    thank you :) And it's nice to have you and Mathew read them :)

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  35. @ Viji

    thanks Viji :)
    glad to have you around!

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  36. @ Dream'R

    *smiles*

    It sure does feel good when you're far away from your loved ones. Hope you get to visit home soon enough :)

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  37. scary?? no ways you are adorable!!

    and i am right here!! i ain't going nowhere so soon missy...

    :)

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  38. Mehreen,

    You can always write to me at

    niceguy251@indiatimes.com


    and we would get to know each other better which will be entirely my honour.

    I am really looking for your views on my posts, particularly latest one. I write here too under the same name.

    Take care

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  39. aww.. the people you want will always be with you.. ALWAYS :)

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  40. Hi, a wonderful post. Be happy always.

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  41. Hey, Mehek, how've you been?

    Can't remember what i said the last time around. I hope the blue screen flashes soon and often. :-)

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  42. Hey Mehr, salaams your way.......
    Howhaveyoubeen?????

    Yeah I remember reading this one before but it was definitely wortha second read....am sure each one of us have gone through that phase of waiting for that blue screen to buzzzz....

    take care.....

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  43. @ Nachi

    Glad to hear that :)

    *hugs* :)

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